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Last night i was watching the Memorial for MJ....
I still cannot believe that he is no more.
The millions of people that he has touched with his soulful singing.
He brought the world together with his songs.

Every song he sang had meanigful message to all of us.
He has smiled through tough times and triphunt through challenges.
A lot of them shared thier point of view who MJ really was.
Beautiful and delightful things that he had done over the years.
Touching each and every soul with his Humanitary heart.

Brook Shields mentiond MJ fav Song written by Charlie Chaplin 'SMILE'
A very particular line which says 'Smile though your heart is aching'
Although all our hearts are aching we need to smile.
A well known person like MJ can be imitated but never duplicated.

He was a legacy and can never be replaced.
We will not see another Michael Jackson.
The hard work he has put in all his life that took a toll in his personal life, all has been blessed by the lord above.

Those who know him person are very lucky, that in this lifetime they got to know a person as great as him. A legend that will be told and rememebered for the generations to come.

I feel so saddened after watching the memorial.
He lived as a King and he will continue to do so in our hearts.
I love you MJ.... No one casn ever ever take your place in the world.

This song is the best.....

RIP MJ!

YOU ARE NOT ALONE

Another day has gone
Im still all alone
How could this be
Youre not here with me

You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though youre far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
I am here with you
Though were far apart
Youre always in my heart
For you are not alone, alone, why

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms

I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though youre far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
I am here with you
Though were far apart
Youre always in my heart

For you are not alone

Whisper three words then Ill come running
And boy you know that Ill be there
Ill be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though youre far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
I am here with you
Though were far apart
Youre always in my heart

You are not alone
I am here with you
Though were far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though were far apart
Youre always in my heart

For you are not alone
You are not alone...


You will always be in my heart..............
Yoga

Today managed to catch a movie with my GF. I watched the XMen Wolverine...

The movie was fantastic with Hugh Jackman.

He was very cool and the actions and computer graphics were good too.

We enjoyed the movie very much cosily in the thetre....

Hugh's Biceps wre very nice...... I wished i had those man.....

Whhhhhhooooooooooooo.............

Cant forget the movie.......

Love it.......

                              I read this poem on the net and please all have to read it. It was very nice and all comments are welcome.

Hi all,

I had my Bdae celebrated at home and outside..
I feel so happy that i spent more times with my gal......

she made me laugh so hard that i cried.
We went to Haw Par Villa and and recalled our childhood so much...

Wow, and had dinner at Seoul Garden... We ate till our stomach was crying that it cant take in more food....

It was fun celebrating with her...
I was a bit sad on the fact that i was a year older....

Now 26.....hmmmmmmm..... Its ime i did something out of it....

I wished i could have my dreams come true and help more people this coming days....

Ohhhhhh i love her so much.....

Coooool.......

Pardon my late posting...

I wish everyone a happy new year...May all of you get your dreams coming true this year..
Well, i have been doing nothing much this time round. Just trying to figure out how can i spent this year...

Looking back im happy with 2008. A lot of thingshave happened.
Happy moments and sad ones too.
No matter how sad it may seem i still have to take it positively.

Anyways gals i wish you all the best in the new year to create another album full of memories with yous galfrens.
I did not get a chance to spent time with my girlfriend on new year.... So sad however i am happy.
Has anyone made any resolutions last year that was not fulfilled?
You can join me. I must complete it my this year.

Well gals i read your posts everyday and it is a learning experince that i get from all of you here.
Everyone here is so fun...

Kick off to a good start and all will end well.


Love ya gals..

PS: Can anyone share with me your coming out experiance. Especially if you are an asian. Cos asians are more conservative culture.
However anyone can share ok....

What is love...?
It is a special feeling shared between two people who are in love....
Loving someone is very precious and satisfying...

When we show care and concern you feel secured.
When someone says that they love you, you feel loved

Being hold or hugged by your loved one........
Is a feeling that you will not get from anyone...
Spending time with your loved one...
Are the special moments that no one can steal.....

I feel love when she looks me in the eye and says 'i love you'
I feel love when she smiles at me staing right into my eyes...
I feel love when she steal glances from me....
I feel love when she holds my hand tight........

Love.....
I am loved by the one i love...
I want to spend my entire life with her......
I love you baby..........


Any one has any love to share...........

The spaces between your fingers were created so that another's could fill in.

Such a wonderful thought came out as words.
Who would have thought about that?


Think about that. Damn sweet. Definitely for my someone special.

Beyonce "Flaws and All"

I'm a train wreck in the morning
I'm a bitch in the afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you
I'm a puzzle yes in deed
Ever complex in every way
And all the pieces aren't even in the box
And yet, you see the picture clear as day.

[Chorus]
I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
And that's why I love you [3x]

I neglect you when I'm working
When I need attention I tend to nag
I'm a host of imperfection
And you see past all that
I'm a peasant by some standards
But in your eyes I'm a queen
You see potential in all my flaws
and that's exactly what I mean...

[Chorus]
I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
and that's why I love you [3x]

[Repeat Chorus]


This song is so perfect and the words are so real and a thing that is happening to me in rea. This song touched my soul and i dedicate it to my loved one.

Hey all....

It is the season of giving...
I have bought a new gift for my gal....
I have a surprise for her for christmas....
It was a tough time finding a gift for her...

My gal is ma life...
Love you sweetheart.....
 

Hi gals i am at home right now thinking of all possible ways on how to get myself to sleep again. I had a late night yesterday watching my fav tv programme and now i cannot get back to sleep....


Someone has woke me up with their noise and i feel so irritated and thought of writing this to all. Have you ever felt that when you wanted to sleep most and ever get woke up by some disturbing noise like renovation next door.......

Damn that is so irritating... Crap now i can't get back to sleeeeeepppppp....................

I need to go and get ear plugs........

I was so devastated to know that the law was passed. I did not know what to do. I am from Singapore but i was so happy to see that we people could get married and live the life we wanted. Why is it so difficult for everyone to accept us.

If i was there i would definitely go down for the protest. My vote and my support is here for all of you. It is the most beautiful thing when Ellen and Portia got married. I was so happy that we could start living again. No to prop 8.

To all of you here my heart and my wishes will always be with you.

Love you ladies.

Just came back from my Deepavali holidays. Well, did nothing much just lazing around at home...
It was actually good that i took three off days.Gave myself somtime to laze around at home with ma sisters.
Enjoyed joking and laughing with them. Cracking all kind of stupid jokes that we could possibly think off.

On the day itself was suppose to go temple but i could not go. Hmmmmm well thats it.... Spent the entire eve on TV watching the variety show and the movies.
I was the only one sitting there straight and enjoyed all the programs. The day passed with my sister's boyfriend coming over.
We chatted and joked and my dad gave him a long speech about marriage and how to be nice to my sister.
He was bored. Luckily i don have to go through all that shit stuff.

Damn irritating listening to people advice you on how to lead your life...
That is something i rather not listen to....I rather listen to comments then a lecture...
Well, life is not easy and my festive off days were all lazed around by me...

I had a well deserved rest but still feeling sleepy at office right now....Hmmmmm never get enough of that at all do i....?

 

I personally fell that volunteering is very good. It helps the peolple in need and also it gives a satisfaction.
Well everyone has their own way od doing volunteering. Its a good thing.

Hi guys long time no see.
How is all.....?
Well, for me life is going great and fine.
Recently the melamine products from china has caused great havoc in Singapore.

I read the papers that they removed the goods from the shelves and replrnished them with good ones.
I pity those moms in China who got thier children endangered cos of the milk powder.
I personaly feel that they shoud sue the company for thier carelesness.

This has caused so much paiin nad fear to trust in China products right?
Well. that did no stop me from buying M&M's or my favourite chocolates.
It is good that Singapore makes its move very fast and efficient nevertheless we should be extra careful.

Well well anyways the most interesting thing is that no one realises it till someone has got it....
Is that positive or negative?

How many of us live a truthful life?
How many of us live a life not fearing for anything?

Well, i have been living in the dark for about few years now.
I do not have the courage to come out.
I just wonder what all will think of me, especially my family.
My parents are the very orthodox and they are very country thinking.
I have three sisters, one elder and two younger sisters.

I have come out to my elder sister and she accepted the way i am.
I am not sure whether my younger sisters will have the same reaction.
Sometimes when we are casually watching movies with gay contents they go aaarrgggghhhh.
I try to side the movie. But, they still say it is wrong and they are not allowed to do that.

I wished it was easy to come out. But, i guess it is not.
I read online that you have to be mentally and physically prepared for anything upon coming out.
I have to make sure that i have a place to stay just incase they kicked me out of the house.
It is very scary and very frustrsting for me cos i am realy at lost.

What i thought was easy is the most difficult thing.
I am living in the dark and i do not like it.
I have to speak up and lead the life i want to.
I am so confused. How do i do it?

Anyone.....?
Help.....?

 

Hi all i know it has been a long time since i came back in here..
Well a lot of things had happened around me for the past few months..
I am sorry for that...

Well, i learnt a lot of things that had happened around me...
I would like to share that my familt which was seperated for almost 10 years is back together agian..
I feel so good and great...
I will have to say thanks to my late grandmother.... I believe that what she wanted for all of us...
I have always wanted to have a complete family and it looks like ny dream has come true....
Not only mine but my mom's too...

My mom means the world to me... I bet everyone feels the same...
I will do anything for her...

Like i was saying, a lot of things were happening to me for some time...
Actually a lot of things...
My new job has been very interesting and fun...
It is a very good feeling to go to work everyday....
I love it there....Everyone there is very interesting and very helpful....

When i am with them it only reminds me of my two buddies from COURTS..
My Rene and Mai darling... Oh gals i miss you so much..
I don know whether you think of me well i am thinking of you gals and all the fun we had...wow that is a whole lot of fun
Hey gals hit me up if you are reading this ok cool.....

Coming back to what happen last few months.... I have been doing some soul searching... I was not able to get over what happen to me and my ex...
I was over with it however, i was asking myself why do i have to be the victim all the time...?
Hmmmm.... then i one of my long lost friend contacted me after a long break and he gave me a good speech and advice like all friends do... and it was then it hit me...why was i even wasting my time thinking about it......? Then i stopped thinking....

Life has a lot of possibilities...Around us we have a lot of options about what we want to do in life..... That is what everyone ignores not everyone is acknowledging that...I think that we should do that....

Recenlty i read a book where it gave me an idea to start my day confidently.
Well it is something easy that we can do it everyday.... Greeting.... A simple good morning can brighten our day and the person that we are greeting...

Well what can i say everything is good if you are feeling good.

I have so much to say i guess i will continue it tomorrow....

Nitezzzzzz

 

I know it has been a very long time since i have updated my entry here.... Sorry friends was trying to get used to my new job. I am missing my frens from courts. Especially Rene darling. I miss you sweetheart. Ummmmaaaaaaaaa for you darling. How are you babe. And my second darling MAi..... cutie how are you. I am trying very hard to learn my new job la.... It is interesting and there people dont gossip you know. You can never hear talking behind one another's back. Isn't that great. I am So happy here.....


What do i have to say...... 

I am doing great....
My darlings please take carew. okieeessssss.........